❀ My Decotapes

I have only 75 decotapes and 2 washitapes and I realized that I don't use them very often. °n° I'm a person who when have something nice don't want to use it to not finish it hahaha! Buy that's crazy now XD I promise to use them more to decorate your letters ;v;

❀ Supplies

Stickers, buttons(?), a new key *-* and a cute card ~ ♥

❀ Supplies

Friday shopping! *3* ok no... well *-* I got these stickers...

These "nice try" of letter sets XD

 These decotapes, a new HK pencilcase and HK stamps >v< that's all! *runs*

❀ Christmas Mail Art + Swap

My first Christmas Mail Art for my penpals ;v; I've had very busy days and I didn't know where my head was. I have many thoughts about different situations in my life and I have a little disconnected from reality, all this has me very tired and I just want to sleep for many days TvT. But I took white envelopes, some paper, decotape, christmas stamps, stickers, and I  made this. I had fun working on decorate them ;v; ~ ♥ I really needed it TvT 

OH! I bought these presents labels, 4 sheets with many different desings, very useful ^ω^b

If you're interested in swap postcards with me ;v; you can choose one of these, read the rules please. If no one is interested I will use them for postcrossing, thanks for read anyway ;v;

❀ Christmas is Here

Ok no hehe but I starting to buy christmas stuff for my christmas next letters (〜￣▽￣)〜 some cards for .43 cents each whit its envelopes and some stickers for .43 and .16 cents. I think I need to buy more because I have 15 penpals at the moment and I don't want someone to be without Christmas letter (◕‿◕✿) 

I've been busy lately. I think my life is finally taking a path(?). For more than five months I was severely depressed because I didn't know what to do with my life and I actually didn't understand why I was alive. But until now I think things are getting better for me and my family. It has been a very difficult year for all of us with so many problems everywhere. My grandmother passed away recently and will be very sad to spend Christmas and New Year without her. There has been much family breakdown, money problems, diseases, also I still miss local friends that I loved very much but they rejected me for not meeting their expectations, and my depression and disinterest in life and do nothing about it.

But for now the storm is over and there is a bit of calm finally. I'm busy with my online shop, preparing many delayed letters, also I want to go to many museums in downtown too, and I have enough patients by now to get some good money for my hobbies hehe. The next weekend I'll go to a little vacation with my cousins​​, I want to swim! And perhaps there is a chance to go to New York in December to visit my family I have not seen in over 5 years! I have to admit that the idea of ​​boarding a plane terrifies me a lot. I have never flown and I'm scared of heights! My anxiety is diminished these days so I hope has diminished enough by then ( ・~・)

❀ Supplies

I bought this yesterday: a vintage paper pad asdfgasdgg!! *o*

Also christmas stamps, silver ink (I LOVE SILVER! *o*), a corner punch...

And some nice papers. In the last two I placed a pencil for you can see the paper dimensions *v* I plan to use the papers for envelopes, but the last two I don't know... I wanted to place one of them on my desk like a small tablecloth... or maybe placed both in my wall like posters *-* asdfgasdfg!! It's just I found them very beautiful ;v;

❀ I'm back ;~;

Hey dears, sorry for disappearing! ;_; I've been a little depressed about many situations and I have stopped many things in the last month. Sometimes I do not know why I'm alive. The horrible thing now is that my anxiety disorder is surfacing again and I don't want to go out of my house for any reason. I'm very scared now but I know that I have to face it and be brave for my anxiety didn't dominate me like in 2009. At that time I was so sick that I thought about killing myself to stop feeling so terrified T_T ..... anyway, I have to work hard, I know.

I'm concentrating in a couple of personal projects to DO SOMETHING with my life and stop my sadness; like my attendance in the Anime Convention at the end of September; I have to design several characters to sell them like stickers °v° I'm getting kawaii goodies to sell them in that day too. I'm retaking drawing commissions (Yoshi! yours it's almost done! ;A; forgive meeeee!), I'm planning to start a 100 sketches challenge to improve my chibi style ;v; also I want to desing "adoptables" to sell them to the DeviantArt people and get some money, (adoptables are original characters that other people buy for use them like they want), and finally I have to write many letters  X___x! yeah~ I hope to post interesting things later ;v; And look, I got these new decotapes! >ω<

Papers + YOU WRITE FIRST!!

Oh dears, those videos have exhausted my patience 8I grrrrrrrrrr!! I think I will make a post to reply to the questions you made X( asdfdsfasdfsdf!! Oke! I will think about it >~< meanwhile I show you the papers I got to my envelopes *-* My friend told me to make envelopes and sell them... hmmmmmmm... maybe I will cosider her idea to make it a fact *-* Oh, btw I always go to read your posts, but sometimes I don't have something to comment :P sorry for that ;v;

Well, I had a weird situation with a new penpal AGAIN! One girl from Canada ask me to exchange letters, blah blah, you know. I said yes and I gave her my address and she said ok, BUT two days later she send me this mesagge: "Sorry to bother but, would it be ok if you send the letter first? I've always written letters first but never heard from the person again, and since I don't have a whole lot of money to keep doing that, it would be better if I could reply".

GOSH! that people pisses me a lot!! Why you ask a new penpal if 1) you don't trust that  they will reply, and 2) you don't have enough money to keep that friendship?! - I tried to be nice and then I told her: Sorry I can't, I'm working in many letters by now. We started to talk about penpals, money, economy, etc. At the end I told her: Ok, what you gonna do? send the letter or not? because I consider that the people who ask a new friendship is who write first. And she said: Hmmm probably not, because I need the money to buy christmas gifts to my friends. And I was like: ?______? Christmas in July! okeeeeeeeeeeeeeey? is the ridiculous thing I've heard/read! - I told her that it was ok, I "understand" (obviously not!) but bleh~ She said: Sorry! but you have many penpals so don't spend your money in stamps for me ;v;

And I was like:- ¬_¬ what? I wouldn't do it anyway!!

❀ Handmade envelopes

I bought these random sheets last year and I decided to make envelopes to my new penpals. Horizontal and vertical envelopes, I prefer vertical ones hehe *ω*U

❀ Letter Sets

Some hours ago I was writing an email to my new penpal talking about letter sets. Well, I sadly can say that is IMPOSSIBLE get letter sets in Mexico, nobody sells them even in the expensive and luxury shops, no, nobody, letter sets doesn't exist in my country °A°! shocking, don't you think? X_X Ok, maybe 6 or 7 YEARS ago, there was a shop where they sold kawaii (expensive) and colorful korean products. The shop was closed maybe 4 years ago BUT I could buy these letter sets TuT they're my treasure and I never will use them!! I really envy the ease of getting letter set in several countries *cries* I wish I have maaany!! ;v; I only have 8 but these 5 are what I like so much! *-* 

My favorite *ω*