Ok no hehe but I starting to buy christmas stuff for my christmas next letters (〜￣▽￣)〜 some cards for .43 cents each whit its envelopes and some stickers for .43 and .16 cents. I think I need to buy more because I have 15 penpals at the moment and I don't want someone to be without Christmas letter (◕‿◕✿)
I've been busy lately. I think my life is finally taking a path(?). For more than five months I was severely depressed because I didn't know what to do with my life and I actually didn't understand why I was alive. But until now I think things are getting better for me and my family. It has been a very difficult year for all of us with so many problems everywhere. My grandmother passed away recently and will be very sad to spend Christmas and New Year without her. There has been much family breakdown, money problems, diseases, also I still miss local friends that I loved very much but they rejected me for not meeting their expectations, and my depression and disinterest in life and do nothing about it.
But for now the storm is over and there is a bit of calm finally. I'm busy with my online shop, preparing many delayed letters, also I want to go to many museums in downtown too, and I have enough patients by now to get some good money for my hobbies hehe. The next weekend I'll go to a little vacation with my cousins, I want to swim! And perhaps there is a chance to go to New York in December to visit my family I have not seen in over 5 years! I have to admit that the idea of boarding a plane terrifies me a lot. I have never flown and I'm scared of heights! My anxiety is diminished these days so I hope has diminished enough by then ( ・~・)
Las cositas de Naivdad son adorables y yo tambien ya empece a mirarlas con carino jeje...Es que hay que estar preparado que luego los dias pasan rapido :)
ReplyDeleteMe alegro de saber que las sombras han quedado atras, olvidadas. A veces uno solo ve nubarrones y se olvida que arriba de ellos, el cielo esta siempre despejado y el sol, deslumbrante. Que siga la epoca de luz en tu vida! Un abrazo :D
Así es, cuando menos te das cuenta mañana ya es Navidad y hay que andar a las prisas >w< Además comprar antes sale un poco más barato creo ;v;
DeleteMuchas gracias por los ánimos, espero que esta racha siga así de tranquila porque vaya que si hacía falta ;v; te mando un gran abrazo también ♥
I'm glad that the things are settling down for you. I had some ups and downs this year, but you know "There is no rain which doesn't stop!", so you should be fine. :) And it's funny that you said you want to swin because over here it's getting colder! lol Is it hot enough over there to swim outside? Have a nice weekend! :D
ReplyDeleteThanks for kind words, dear ;v; ... Oh! yeah! It's a little hot here at times, most of the days are getting colder, but at the afternoon is still hot for wanting to swim haha! >7<
DeleteIt's good to hear the bad time is going away and your mood is getting better. I'm really glad about it^^ And how exciting you might go to New York!!!:D I hope the plan works out and I'm sure you'll love the city. The planes ain't scary at all, it's like you were driven in a bus;) I want to swim too! But somewhere away from Poland;_;
ReplyDeleteLike a bus? really? asdfgasdf! I'm so scared! hahaha! Thanks Agasita, actually my letter to you isn't too sad as last time hahaha! :P *hugs*
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